Mar Madu Is Speaking !!!!: That 1 minute that change my life

HELLO HELLo HELlo HEllo Hello hello....

Anybody there....ere....re......?

(spiderweb everywhere)

I WANT TO APOLOGIZE

I'M SORRY

It's been 4 months since my last entry...

I got caught up with duty as a student (duhh,org len pun student x kech pun bole je update blog KAN?)

You can kill me now..

Or not...you can keep reading my entry :)

So how are you? Keeping up with your life? Well, me too. For those yg study U,skang ngah cuti...Ni mesti da boring stay umah kan? ME TOO...3 months cuti,nak buat pa? Manfaatkanla K...Use the holiday wisely :) (mcm ja aku buat)...Ok, today's entry is about HIM... my love,my other half,my man SYAFIQ HAFRIZ ZAKARIA.. I met him for the first time in IPIK in 2006... We met at IPIK's Koperasi, where he was one of the committee member who responsible in giving us the college supplies. The title was about his stares ... The stares that he was giving me while I was looking for my name in the list..My mother saw it too,She felt so weird that when we went back to the Cafeteria, she talked about him. He didn't even realize that his friend had been calling him several times. Well, that was the beginning of everything.

I read thousands of love poems but this one has caught my heart till now. The words are beautiful. I want to dedicate this for HIM, it speaks as loud as my heart :)

I do not love you by Pablo Neruda

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,

or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.

I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,

in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms

but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;

thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,

risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.

I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;

so I love you because I know no other way